
Always sitting on the edge
of what could be
I tire of my doubts
and wrap myself with
my desire, fertility, and moon
I set off with a determination
to conquer the land
that I have reaped and sown
with my endless daydreaming

Before starting I take
a weighty moment
to find the beast within
that wicked creature
has whipped me around feverishly
with all the things
I have done wrong
and all of my shortcomings
I look her right in the face
and deny her the right
to throw me off course

Instead I transform
her into a being
ruled by speed, grace, and nobility
I allow the being to run free
with my spirt
and find its place in the
land, sun, and moon

My spirit becomes one with the being
allowing an inner acceptance of
who I am
giving me the ability to move
instep with no boundaries
I roam freely
feasting upon life

I take in the nutrients needed
to comeback instep with existence
the fears of the past
are finally gone
and now I center myself
with an inner peace
and a sense of excitement
from engaging in my passions
and being who I am